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is for all of my friends that have been hearted broken.
I know how you feel.
Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever.
You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help,
but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse.
You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that,
but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too.
You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you,
it feels impossible to stop loving them.
And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much,
then why do you still love them.
That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do,
the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most.
And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again,
but you know inside that you're just going into denial.
You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it.
And you can't help but to show it again.
It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever.
And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt,
no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them
even if it has, every broken heart is different.
They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now.
After about a million tears have been cried,
you finally pull yourself back together and keep going.
Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back.
Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't.
that’s the truth, it won’t.
And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, you realize that people are horrible.
You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay.
So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them,
and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out,
but for some reason they don't hear it.
And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...
maybe i dunnoe how exactly you feel..
but if all of you need someone to talk to
^^
i`ll be here...
ill try my best to cheer you up
cause i noe how is that feel to be hearted broken..
